This blog is dead
I haven’t been on this for so long. I reread all these posts and I kind of felt sad. It is unbelievable How much I “hated” you and thought we would never get back together. This blog breaks my heart. I never want to go through this again. I love you more then words can even explain. And even though things like these are bound to happen, I will remember this; pain is inevitable,...
Second worst day of my life. Thanks mom you really know how to make someone feel good.
I lied, i’m not happy and i hate pretending to be. I hate seeing you and i don’t understand how you can be so nice after everything you’ve done to me. Getting “over” you is going to be a very hard path to follow but it must be taken. I’m going to be with someone new and hopefully that will help. I just hope when you fucken realize what you gave up, that the pain...
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I havent been this happy in over four months…..and this is just the start of it
i dont know what i want, but i am gonna try this. this could be the start of something great, and trying new things never hurt anybody right? well besides meth of course. heheheh. well its 10:20 and im tired and im sick, mahalo for making my night joyful. looking forward to a long day at the beach tommorrrowww peaccccccccce bettttchz
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??? idk. not like cm was going anywhere right? and cl, well thats kind of something new.. something ive been wanting so bad. and when it comes down to it, its not what i want. i dont want anything. i just wanna have fun. …………….tha fuck!?
Lay your head back, shed the fear and let the tears crystallize.
Call it bad taste— but girl you the shit.
I am over you! I alwayyyys was. I just wasnt over the idea of US. But i can see clearly now, and you are NOT in my future. :)
HAVE FUN TONIGHT! Hook up with her! <3 I will be so happy for you. I’m so happy that we are only friends now, things work out sooooo much better this way & i am completely not a mess at all. AT ALL! :) This is too perfect, OHWAIT it’s valentines day too?! That’s so cute! Why dont you ask her out too! muthafucka.
Just thought I’d stay up an extra ten minutes or so incase you wanted to text me or something…I know you won’t..but, I’m always here. Ps- my hands smell like you…
Thank god for iPods.
When your mind is a mess, so is mine. I cant sleep cause it hurts when I think, my thoughts aren’t at peace with the plans that we make, chances we take. They’re, not yours, and not mine. There’s waves that can break all the words that we say, and the words that we mean. Words can fall short, can’t see the unseen, cause the world is awake. For somebody’s sake now, please close your eyes, please...
I love saying I hate you, but i hate hate hate lying. Sooo much has changed in the past months i can’t even begin to explain. You hardly ever talk to me anymore, you are OVER me and i can tell. It’s different now, you used to talk to me every night, tell me there is no one else and you actually cared about me still. And now you couldn’t give a flying fuck. You’re trying to...
I feel like a creep for coming on here so long after we’ve broken up to vent about you. Welll it’s only been a month and a half, im not sure if thats long or not. Sometimes I feel like you only still talk to me because you feel sorry for me. Or you feel bad. I wish i could just ignore you, when your IM bubble or text message pops up i could just close it. But something keeps me...
Dear Slug, WHY ARE YOU THE BEST RAPPER IN THE WORLD. Your lyrics are effing amamamamamaaaazing. & They make me feel better no matter what. My bed sheets are covered with sand. I haven’t changed them since the day you came over and we spent the whole day laying here. It’s weird to think you will never touch my bed again. It’s weird to think that this is actually over....