I haven’t been on this for so long. I reread all these posts and I kind of felt sad. It is unbelievable How much I “hated” you and thought we would never get back together. This blog breaks my heart. I never want to go through this again. I love you more then words can even explain. And even though things like these are bound to happen, I will remember this; pain is inevitable, suffering is optional…
“depression”
Second worst day of my life. Thanks mom you really know how to make someone feel good.
I lied, i’m not happy and i hate pretending to be. I hate seeing you and i don’t understand how you can be so nice after everything you’ve done to me. Getting “over” you is going to be a very hard path to follow but it must be taken. I’m going to be with someone new and hopefully that will help. I just hope when you fucken realize what you gave up, that the pain is 100x worse then what i went through. Sho0o0ots
I havent been this happy in over four months…..and this is just the start of it
sweet disposition.
i dont know what i want, but i am gonna try this. this could be the start of something great, and trying new things never hurt anybody right? well besides meth of course. heheheh. well its 10:20 and im tired and im sick, mahalo for making my night joyful. looking forward to a long day at the beach tommorrrowww
peaccccccccce bettttchz
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idk. not like cm was going anywhere right? and cl, well thats kind of something new.. something ive been wanting so bad. and when it comes down to it, its not what i want. i dont want anything. i just wanna have fun. …………….tha fuck!?
“Lay your head back, shed the fear and let the tears crystallize.”