Sound is Vibration

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I am over you! I alwayyyys was. I just wasnt over the idea of US. But i can see clearly now, and you are NOT in my future. :)

Hey you!

HAVE FUN TONIGHT! Hook up with her! <3 I will be so happy for you. I’m so happy that we are only friends now, things work out sooooo much better this way & i am completely not a mess at all. AT ALL! :) This is too perfect, OHWAIT it’s valentines day too?! That’s so cute! Why dont you ask her out too!

muthafucka.

Hi

Just thought I’d stay up an extra ten minutes or so incase you wanted to text me or something…I know you won’t..but, I’m always here.

Ps- my hands smell like you…

Thank god for iPods.

When your mind is a mess, so is mine. I cant sleep cause it hurts when I think, my thoughts aren’t at peace with the plans that we make, chances we take. They’re, not yours, and not mine. There’s waves that can break all the words that we say, and the words that we mean. Words can fall short, can’t see the unseen, cause the world is awake. For somebody’s sake now, please close your eyes, please get some sleep.

And know that if I knew all of the answers I would not hold them from you, you’d know all the things that i’d know. & We told each other, there is no other way.

Well too much silence can be misleading, you’re drifting, I can hear it in the way that your breathing. We don’t really need to find reason, cause out the same door that it came, well its leaving. It’s leaving, leaving like a day that’s done and part of a season. Resolve is just a concept that’s as dead as the leaves, but at least we can sleep, its all that we need. When we wake we will find our minds will be free to go to sleep.

And know that if I knew all of the answers I would not hold them from you, you’d know all the things that i’d know, & We told each other, there is no other way……

There Is No Other Way.

h.a.t.e.u

I love saying I hate you, but i hate hate hate lying. Sooo much has changed in the past months i can’t even begin to explain. You hardly ever talk to me anymore, you are OVER me and i can tell. It’s different now, you used to talk to me every night, tell me there is no one else and you actually cared about me still. And now you couldn’t give a flying fuck.

You’re trying to hook up with other girls but you arent really giving that much effort, WHY? Just do it already. I want to feel the pain and I want to spend my whole night crying over you again. I keep telling myself i don’t want you back and that i just want to get over you but the truth is I DO WANT YOU BACK. I miss it all, your crooked smile, you trying to be sexy, the good smell of your deodorant, even your mom….! (Excuse the lame examples) BUT. It’s so embarassing how much you don’t want me back and how much i do want you back. I broke up with YOU remember. Your SUPPOSED to take me back! hahaha. FUCK.

My mom is an assface and yelling at me to go to bed. It’s 9:30..

I hate you, Bye.

<3 jazmine.

Xmas Eve

I feel like a creep for coming on here so long after we’ve broken up to vent about you. Welll it’s only been a month and a half, im not sure if thats long or not. Sometimes I feel like you only still talk to me because you feel sorry for me. Or you feel bad. I wish i could just ignore you, when your IM bubble or text message pops up i could just close it. But something keeps me going…it’s not the fact that i want to be with you still or that i think you might have feelings for me, i just simply……..miss you. I wanna move on and i could easily find someone else, but deep down something is telling me not to, that you would be hurt. But really, why the hell should i care what you want anyways?