Sound is Vibration

This blog is dead

Mon, 09 Aug 2010 03:51:18 -0400

I haven’t been on this for so long. I reread all these posts and I kind of felt sad. It is unbelievable How much I “hated” you and thought we would never get back together. This blog breaks my heart. I never want to go through this again. I love you more then words can even explain. And even though things like these are bound to happen, I will remember this; pain is inevitable, suffering is optional…

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Sat, 29 May 2010 22:58:00 -0400

"depression"

Thu, 13 May 2010 01:46:30 -0400

“depression”

Happy Birthday.

Thu, 13 May 2010 01:28:03 -0400

Second worst day of my life. Thanks mom you really know how to make someone feel good.

Hi

Wed, 31 Mar 2010 03:24:20 -0400

I lied, i’m not happy and i hate pretending to be. I hate seeing you and i don’t understand how you can be so nice after everything you’ve done to me. Getting “over” you is going to be a very hard path to follow but it must be taken. I’m going to be with someone new and hopefully that will help. I just hope when you fucken realize what you gave up, that the pain is 100x worse then what i went through. Sho0o0ots

ra ra ra

Sun, 21 Mar 2010 04:28:20 -0400

I havent been this happy in over four months…..and this is just the start of it

sweet disposition.

Wed, 17 Mar 2010 04:19:00 -0400

sweet disposition.

:)

Wed, 17 Mar 2010 04:16:00 -0400

i dont know what i want, but i am gonna try this. this could be the start of something great, and trying new things never hurt anybody right? well besides meth of course. heheheh. well its 10:20 and im tired and im sick, mahalo for making my night joyful. looking forward to a long day at the beach tommorrrowww

peaccccccccce bettttchz

ce eme o ce ele

Wed, 17 Mar 2010 02:47:21 -0400

???

idk. not like cm was going anywhere right? and cl, well thats kind of something new.. something ive been wanting so bad. and when it comes down to it, its not what i want. i dont want anything. i just wanna have fun. …………….tha fuck!?

"Lay your head back, shed the fear and let the tears crystallize."

Wed, 17 Mar 2010 02:45:43 -0400

“Lay your head back, shed the fear and let the tears crystallize.”

"Call it bad taste— but girl you the shit."

Wed, 03 Mar 2010 01:55:32 -0500

““Call it bad taste— but girl you the shit.””

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Sat, 27 Feb 2010 18:07:48 -0500

i love you.

Sat, 27 Feb 2010 18:04:40 -0500

i love you.

:)

Tue, 16 Feb 2010 01:32:28 -0500

I am over you! I alwayyyys was. I just wasnt over the idea of US. But i can see clearly now, and you are NOT in my future. :)

Hey you!

Sun, 14 Feb 2010 23:36:59 -0500

HAVE FUN TONIGHT! Hook up with her! <3 I will be so happy for you. I’m so happy that we are only friends now, things work out sooooo much better this way & i am completely not a mess at all. AT ALL! :) This is too perfect, OHWAIT it’s valentines day too?! That’s so cute! Why dont you ask her out too!

muthafucka.

Hi

Thu, 11 Feb 2010 03:16:27 -0500

Just thought I’d stay up an extra ten minutes or so incase you wanted to text me or something…I know you won’t..but, I’m always here.

Ps- my hands smell like you…

Thank god for iPods.

Thu, 11 Feb 2010 03:06:00 -0500

When your mind is a mess, so is mine. I cant sleep cause it hurts when I think, my thoughts aren’t at peace with the plans that we make, chances we take. They’re, not yours, and not mine. There’s waves that can break all the words that we say, and the words that we mean. Words can fall short, can’t see the unseen, cause the world is awake. For somebody’s sake now, please close your eyes, please get some sleep.

And know that if I knew all of the answers I would not hold them from you, you’d know all the things that i’d know. & We told each other, there is no other way.

Well too much silence can be misleading, you’re drifting, I can hear it in the way that your breathing. We don’t really need to find reason, cause out the same door that it came, well its leaving. It’s leaving, leaving like a day that’s done and part of a season. Resolve is just a concept that’s as dead as the leaves, but at least we can sleep, its all that we need. When we wake we will find our minds will be free to go to sleep.

And know that if I knew all of the answers I would not hold them from you, you’d know all the things that i’d know, & We told each other, there is no other way……

There Is No Other Way.

h.a.t.e.u

Thu, 11 Feb 2010 02:47:55 -0500

I love saying I hate you, but i hate hate hate lying. Sooo much has changed in the past months i can’t even begin to explain. You hardly ever talk to me anymore, you are OVER me and i can tell. It’s different now, you used to talk to me every night, tell me there is no one else and you actually cared about me still. And now you couldn’t give a flying fuck.

You’re trying to hook up with other girls but you arent really giving that much effort, WHY? Just do it already. I want to feel the pain and I want to spend my whole night crying over you again. I keep telling myself i don’t want you back and that i just want to get over you but the truth is I DO WANT YOU BACK. I miss it all, your crooked smile, you trying to be sexy, the good smell of your deodorant, even your mom….! (Excuse the lame examples) BUT. It’s so embarassing how much you don’t want me back and how much i do want you back. I broke up with YOU remember. Your SUPPOSED to take me back! hahaha. FUCK.

My mom is an assface and yelling at me to go to bed. It’s 9:30..

I hate you, Bye.

<3 jazmine.

Xmas Eve

Thu, 24 Dec 2009 23:00:04 -0500

I feel like a creep for coming on here so long after we’ve broken up to vent about you. Welll it’s only been a month and a half, im not sure if thats long or not. Sometimes I feel like you only still talk to me because you feel sorry for me. Or you feel bad. I wish i could just ignore you, when your IM bubble or text message pops up i could just close it. But something keeps me going…it’s not the fact that i want to be with you still or that i think you might have feelings for me, i just simply……..miss you. I wanna move on and i could easily find someone else, but deep down something is telling me not to, that you would be hurt. But really, why the hell should i care what you want anyways?

I wish I lived in somewhere crazy, like Japan or New York. I...

Tue, 24 Nov 2009 23:51:23 -0500

I wish I lived in somewhere crazy, like Japan or New York. I guess Hawaii is crazy but it gets so sickening after a while. It needs to be Summer already. So we’re done. For good. I can accept that. It hurts like fuck, but if it is what you want, then I want it to. I was looking forward to my first Christmas with someone to share it with. Whatever. I can’t wait until you hook up with someone, I’m gonna kill her, then I’m gonna kill you, then I’m gonna kill myself. Done.